it is an adventure

I am about to go out on a grand adventure. My heart is filled with so much excitement it makes me cry. I can't explain that sensation but it is true. I am constantly in a state that makes me want to hug everyone. I cannot get enough hugs. I know it will be hard, amazingly so. I know I will be lonely at times. I know I will be scared. But I cannot wait for this to begin. It feels like the most right thing I have done in a very very long time.

it is freedom

My gypsy soul is crying and begging for adventure. My roots are longing to go deeper but I lack the sunlight to grow taller. 

The last few months I have felt like chains have been holding me down. Keeping me stuck in this space. I want to break free and let my soul fly. I have lost my happy and I need to get it back. Holding myslef to the confines of social expectation has done nothing but slowly suffocate my free spirit and the file who was once headstrong and wild has become a muted version of herself.