it is exhausting

So.....anybody have the magic potion to heal a broken heart? If so can you clue me in? I'm tired of myself being sappy and lonely.

it is eliminating an if

It has been a long time since I posted. I'm actually working on an exceptionally long post that I am having issues forming. Anyways, it will be posted in time. But for now....

I was catching up on "Castle", one of my favorites. The ending line in this particular episode was something to the effect of not letting a what if rule your life. Basically this was said so that maybe Beckett and Castle would finally get over their issues and admit their love for each other.

Of course we all take things personally, but I was thinking about that auspicious day I contacted Adam. I didn't want to live with that "what if" any more. And even though it ended in heartache, and even though I still feel the relationship was never given a fair shot I am so glad I didn't let that what if haunt any longer.