It is time to move. I sit here stagnant. I am holding onto dreams that never will come true. Loves that never will be fulfilled and hopes that are better off dead. The last couple of years my world has turned upside down inside out and I have found myself swimming in a dark sea. I have a life-preserver, my family and friends keeping me afloat. But it is time to swim. It is time to find ground to stand on. It is time to let go of people that are holding me back. It is time to stop waiting on others so that I can live my life.
But my problem is...I don't know what life I am supposed to be living.
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Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Sunday, August 5, 2012
it is my birthday
While my mother was heading out the door she said "she might be gray but she still has her brains" lol thanks mom :-).
Today is my 29th birthday. One year from thirty. So what am I doing today to celebrate? Well I drove with my windows down on a beautiful cool morning. Went to my favorite Italian market and got some fresh sausage and tomatoes to make lasagna for my close friends and family tonight. Baked cookies. Drank some beer. Painted my toes. Watched some old RomCom's. But today above all the birthday wishes given to me from my friends and family has kept me smiling all day. It is good to feel loved. I'm happy I was born. I am happy that my life is the crazy mess that it is. I am happy I know love and know that I can love.
Other things going on today......
Dictionary.com's work of the day is compeer which means close friend or comrade.
The US Olympic Team has 27 gold medals at the London 2012 games.
Neal Armstrong was born.
Marilyn Monroe died.
The cornerstone for the statue of liberty was laid.
Not a bad day :-)
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Today is my 29th birthday. One year from thirty. So what am I doing today to celebrate? Well I drove with my windows down on a beautiful cool morning. Went to my favorite Italian market and got some fresh sausage and tomatoes to make lasagna for my close friends and family tonight. Baked cookies. Drank some beer. Painted my toes. Watched some old RomCom's. But today above all the birthday wishes given to me from my friends and family has kept me smiling all day. It is good to feel loved. I'm happy I was born. I am happy that my life is the crazy mess that it is. I am happy I know love and know that I can love.
Other things going on today......
Dictionary.com's work of the day is compeer which means close friend or comrade.
The US Olympic Team has 27 gold medals at the London 2012 games.
Neal Armstrong was born.
Marilyn Monroe died.
The cornerstone for the statue of liberty was laid.
Not a bad day :-)
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